I have got to whine on your shoulders (and I consider you guys my friends). In my case, next week would be 39 years since our first date. Our 35th anniversary is in a few months. To have your spouse kick you to the side of the road after that period of time. Wow.
I came home from work the other day to a message on the answering machine from the local hospital. It turns out my wife had a short stay there, but didn't bother to tell me. (We are on a "Trial separation"). When I called her out to find out what was going on (I still love her and am concerned), she was pissed off that the hospital call our house. After all, she TOLD THEM THAT she had a different number. It just blows my mind that she wishes I would just evaporate.
In my case, with the 35 year history, and two adult kids, I can't do anything without being reminded of her, or involving her. In other words, I can't seem to follow the advice I see here about cutting all ties and walking away. By the way, this is the EXACT same advice that my counselor tells me.
I keep on praying.