I have the same worries, the same lack of motivation, the same blurry hope on some yet undisclosed future. Beeing a professional pianist, producer, arranger and keyboardist for the best time of 20 years, and things never looked so bleak here in Portugal - even though they're allways a bit grim, the music scene is a hit-and-miss business here, and the market is incredibly small and owned by just a few...
I'll guess there's no other way than up so, that's an incentive to keep preparing, keep sketching down ideias for future productions, keeping busy in the networking department!
