Lately i have been feeling like selling everything and saying Hell with it. I know I said I was making an effort, but who am I kidding. I’m not making an effort at all, and not really trying. I just quit and give up. I know a lot of you will say” Paul don’t give up!” Or You have mentioned this before, but I have to be honest with myself, I never really wanted to play or make music in the first place. I would rather spend time on my iPad or iPhone. I just don’t have the motivation too do it. I just don’t feel like it! Even when I was taking piano lessons. I didn’t really care at all, and still don’t. I’m just wasting my time and everyone else’s!